Alright, I'm sure you all noticed it's been....awhile since I've written. Well, life has just been crazy and then I got lazy. Well, today I've been doing nothing and realized my laziness and how I should just go out with a bang and write one last blog. It may be really long or really short, depending on how I feel. So let's get started!
To be honest, I'm not sure where I left off, so if I repeat, I'm sorry. I'll start from now and go backwards. Right now, I'm sitting in my apartment connected to the internet via ethernet. It's what came before wifi. It's rather odd and I'm sure many people haven't heard of it, but that's what's going down right now. Our internet is just awful right now. Went a whole week without internet and now it's working, but with no wifi. It's a pain for sure. We've been just singing all day and even had fajita's for lunch/dinner. Very delicious! This is how the past few days have been, just hanging in the living room singing obnoxiously to music.
Last night was a little different. Some of us roomies decided to have a card night, so we did. First we played crazy 8, then we decided to play ring of fire, but instead of drinking, we would have to do dares. It was insane! I shall go through how the dares progressed throughout the night. First dare, ding dong ditch our dentist neighbor. They aren't there, so it was ok. Second dare, sing happy birthday into the fan. Really lame, but very exciting! Third dare, throw an egg out the window into the courtyard.... Fourth dare, put our roommates underwear onto the christmas tree. Fifth dare, Anna had to write a secret love note to her professor. Sixth, draw a mustache on face. Seven, take a triple shot of a mixture of soy sauce and fanta. I had to do this one. It was super nasty! Ok, I'm not sure of the order any more, but some other dares were to put bra into the freezer, draw in face with eye liner, prank call Isaac Schmidt, who was a very good sport about it. He talked to us for 20 minutes, all while having no idea who we were. It was the best prank call ever. Thanks man. Next was put ice cube in bra, then another roommate ate said ice cube. I had to also crawl on the floor and act like a dog with another roommate. It was just overall a good night, and we learned a lot about each other which was fun. Good bonding time.
Lets see, the past couple of weeks have been quite interesting. There was one point where I was just in a lot of pain and feeling just really low about it, thinking who would understand, and I just heard God tell me "I understand". It was just really comforting hearing that, knowing that He get's it and was there with me. That was a really wonderful moment for me.
Alright. moving on. Well, God is for sure teaching me that I can do without certain luxuries in my life, such as taking showers daily and shaving... A few weekends ago, some of us went to this beautiful villa out in the country and got to stay there for free. It had a wonderful fireplace and was just all around amazing, except we had no hot water because the propane tank went empty...so I went a full 3 days without showering. Oh, I know I looked attractive! As for shaving, our apartment doesn't have a lot of hot water, so we have to take short showers in order to save enough for the next person, so I've forgone shaving. I don't think I've shaved my legs in over a month now. It's been real great. Really doesn't bother me at all. But I will be shaving as soon as I get home.
Oh, we've met a lot of really great girls at our church and actually have gotten to hang out with them quite a bit. Some of them come to connection group with us, and the others we go out to eat with or something. We've gotten gelato and one night, went out for Indian food with our friend Jess! It was so stinking delicious! Much better than my Indian cooking.... I'm trying, it's just really difficult to do.
PAUSE
Ok, if you saw this post before it was finished, sorry, I ended up taking a break and having another movie night with some of the roomies! We quite enjoyed ourselves immensely. Today we went to church for the last time which was sad, but afterwords there was a huge feast for lunch, so it was like a going away party for us tehe. We met up with our church friends and all of us are going out for dinner tomorrow night which is exciting! It's been such a huge blessing to meet these amazing girls this semester and be able to form such amazing friendships with them. A few of them live in Minneapolis, so guess who we're going to visit when we get back?!?!? WOOO.
So yes, to continue going backwards in life... Well, none of us are perfect, and as much as we all love each other, there have been times that we've struggled with unity and being able to be around each other haha. Of course we've gotten through it, but I would be lying if I said that never happened.
I did finally get to go to the Vatican and see all the stuffers in there. Dang, pictures just don't compare, just saying. I went by myself so I got to just go at my own pace and it was rather enjoyable.
Well, I did also get to go to Pisa last weekend which was fun. It's quite a small city, and dang, the tower is so puny! I was shocked it was that small, but it was still cool to see. Went with some graphic girls which was fun. Time to mix it up a little bit.
Ok, let's talk about Valencia time for Thanksgiving. It was such a blast! Everything went quite smoothly as far as planes go, they were just delayed both times which was a pain. The city was just beautiful. It's much quieter and relaxing. We got massages and ate so much food! I have the pictures all posted on facebook, so you will see there were a few times we ate too much food. But it was so good. We actually met this Australian guy David at our hostel and he ended up hanging out with us a few times. I met him in the morning once and that night, we had a movie night in the joint community room and he joined us for that all 3 times we did that. Actually, the third night we did it, he was just so adorable in his flannel pajamas. This old english guy came in and was actually being rather obnoxious and you could just tell that David was getting quite irritated (we all were). His foot was just bouncing all over the place. It was hilarious. One night, The second night we were there, a friend of ours suggested this really nice dance club so we decided to go. David thankfully came with us and was just like a big brother the whole night. We ended up leaving our hostel at about 12:30, thinking that was late enough to get there, and so we get there at about 1, and the guy at the door said it's not open until 2! Man, these Italians are insane, but they do take a nap in the middle of the day (we did also, just to prepare), just so that they can go out super late. We ended up just walking around and even got to witness a Ferrari exhibition go up. These were some majorly nice Ferrari's, right out of the factory. Then we found this indoor/outdoor mall that we were able to walk through. It was a really pretty mall. Too bad the shops were all closed. After goofing off for awhile, we finally went back at 2:30 and finally the club was hopping. It was really expensive to get in, but we got a free drink and just danced for the next 2 hours. The club was just really nice and clean. No guys were hitting on us and I didn't see anyone grinding up on each other which was a nice change compared to the States. Americans, you have the party scene all wrong fyi. Europeans know what's up. We finally got home and went to bed at about 5 in the morning. It was a long day, but so worth it. Other than that, we just strolled around the city and even rented a big bike thing for half an hour. It was a very much needed vacation and I'm glad we went.
I'm really glad that I got to come here to Italy and get to know so many people, including the Lord. He's taught me more about who He is, but I know that I still have a long way to go, and also that I'll never fully understand who He is. It's been a very well rounded semester, but I'm quite ready to be home and see all of my friends and family! Only one more week everyone!
I will call people once I get back and settled in and I hope to see you all very soon!
Much love!
Ciao
Anna
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Food is so weird sometimes
Well, it's been awhile, and there are many stories for which I want to talk about, but it would make this blog post extremely long, so I'll give you the titles, and you can ask about them later.
Mission: Find a dryer
Operation Charlie
Fall Rome Fashion Show
Painting Disaster with Brian
Party Hardy with Morgan
Last night of baking
Connection Group Connections
Shopping time with my roomie
I think that is all...I'll probably end up adding more but that's the gist. Now let's move on to the Venice/Milan trip I just got back from. It was a 5 day trip, 2 nights in Milan, 2 nights in Venice. We started in Milan, and it was a nice city. Full of bustling people everywhere who were dressed quite well. We went on some tours and visited many lighting showrooms (our project this semester is a lighting showroom...). It was a long 2 days and as much as I liked the city, probably won't go back. Just a lot of very expensive shopping there. We did get to go to an Opera though called Carmen. Overall, it was a good show, and thankfully where I was sitting, there were translators, but the bad thing? Our seats were all the way on top, in the back, on the very side of the stage. Translation: we had to stand and completely lean over the people in front of us in order to see anything. There was even a bar above us to hold on to. Needless to say, in the end, after 4 acts, I just sat and read the subtitles, imagining my own opera in my head. Very poor design. I would love to go see another opera some day, I just hope I don't have to stand for the whole thing.
When we traveled to Venice, that was a lot of fun. It's a city completely on and surrounded by water. They have no cars, everything is boat transportation. Made it much less loud and obnoxious. It was just a very pretty city overall. But, the first museum we went to almost literally made me sick. Full of basically pornographic "Art". I won't go into further detail, the images are seared into my mind. The rest of the the places we went to were pretty sweet. Got to go to an exhibition where there was this dark room with strobe lights, and in the center were hoses hanging from the ceiling, whipping water around. You were able to run through the center so, of course, I did. Best thing ever! I ran through with my roommate Katelyn right after our professor went through. One of the coolest rooms there. The next day, we went to an exhibition where different countries were representing their interpretations of design. The coolest places were Canada, that had these hanging creature things that would move and make noise, Hungry with this forest of hanging pencils (we got yelled at for touching them...), Czechoslovakia with this place full of wood...stuff. It was just awesome. The last place was Australia. It was like walking through a lazer tag arena. Pretty awesome. Want to know about the United States? It sucked. Totally disappointed.
The last night in Venice, we had a big group dinner, and it was quite interesting... Appetizer: A kind of corn puree thing with little shrimps on top. That was amazing. Second Appetizer......Shrimp (with the whole body with it), Octopus (the whole body...including brains), Crawfish, calamari, scallops, and...snails, still in the shell. Well, I decided to try everything, and it really wasn't all that bad. The octopus was rather fun, just had a weird aftertaste. Chewy tentacles but still fun to eat. I liked the scallops and everything else, but the snails were so weird. You had to use a stick in order to pull them out. I was very aware that I was eating snails. Tasted fine.......just weird. Probably won't eat it again.
But want to know something? That wasn't the weirdest thing I ate....The weirdest thing was during this venetian glass tour we went on. They showed us how they make blown glass which was awesome...then the guy blew up some glass like a bubble until it popped! The glass was so thin. The woman working there passed some around...so my roomies and i decided to possibly eat some of it...just to say we've eaten glass! HAHA! Yes, we did eat a little bit. Be jealous!
Well, for some more stories, here are some more titles:
Finding a Grocery store that is open
Taco Night!
Love Drama
That's it for now haha. I hope you are all doing amazingly!! I miss you all but will be seeing you shortlyish...haha
Mission: Find a dryer
Operation Charlie
Fall Rome Fashion Show
Painting Disaster with Brian
Party Hardy with Morgan
Last night of baking
Connection Group Connections
Shopping time with my roomie
I think that is all...I'll probably end up adding more but that's the gist. Now let's move on to the Venice/Milan trip I just got back from. It was a 5 day trip, 2 nights in Milan, 2 nights in Venice. We started in Milan, and it was a nice city. Full of bustling people everywhere who were dressed quite well. We went on some tours and visited many lighting showrooms (our project this semester is a lighting showroom...). It was a long 2 days and as much as I liked the city, probably won't go back. Just a lot of very expensive shopping there. We did get to go to an Opera though called Carmen. Overall, it was a good show, and thankfully where I was sitting, there were translators, but the bad thing? Our seats were all the way on top, in the back, on the very side of the stage. Translation: we had to stand and completely lean over the people in front of us in order to see anything. There was even a bar above us to hold on to. Needless to say, in the end, after 4 acts, I just sat and read the subtitles, imagining my own opera in my head. Very poor design. I would love to go see another opera some day, I just hope I don't have to stand for the whole thing.
When we traveled to Venice, that was a lot of fun. It's a city completely on and surrounded by water. They have no cars, everything is boat transportation. Made it much less loud and obnoxious. It was just a very pretty city overall. But, the first museum we went to almost literally made me sick. Full of basically pornographic "Art". I won't go into further detail, the images are seared into my mind. The rest of the the places we went to were pretty sweet. Got to go to an exhibition where there was this dark room with strobe lights, and in the center were hoses hanging from the ceiling, whipping water around. You were able to run through the center so, of course, I did. Best thing ever! I ran through with my roommate Katelyn right after our professor went through. One of the coolest rooms there. The next day, we went to an exhibition where different countries were representing their interpretations of design. The coolest places were Canada, that had these hanging creature things that would move and make noise, Hungry with this forest of hanging pencils (we got yelled at for touching them...), Czechoslovakia with this place full of wood...stuff. It was just awesome. The last place was Australia. It was like walking through a lazer tag arena. Pretty awesome. Want to know about the United States? It sucked. Totally disappointed.
The last night in Venice, we had a big group dinner, and it was quite interesting... Appetizer: A kind of corn puree thing with little shrimps on top. That was amazing. Second Appetizer......Shrimp (with the whole body with it), Octopus (the whole body...including brains), Crawfish, calamari, scallops, and...snails, still in the shell. Well, I decided to try everything, and it really wasn't all that bad. The octopus was rather fun, just had a weird aftertaste. Chewy tentacles but still fun to eat. I liked the scallops and everything else, but the snails were so weird. You had to use a stick in order to pull them out. I was very aware that I was eating snails. Tasted fine.......just weird. Probably won't eat it again.
But want to know something? That wasn't the weirdest thing I ate....The weirdest thing was during this venetian glass tour we went on. They showed us how they make blown glass which was awesome...then the guy blew up some glass like a bubble until it popped! The glass was so thin. The woman working there passed some around...so my roomies and i decided to possibly eat some of it...just to say we've eaten glass! HAHA! Yes, we did eat a little bit. Be jealous!
Well, for some more stories, here are some more titles:
Finding a Grocery store that is open
Taco Night!
Love Drama
That's it for now haha. I hope you are all doing amazingly!! I miss you all but will be seeing you shortlyish...haha
Ciao
Anna
Monday, October 25, 2010
Church Time
Well, there's a lot that's happened, but it's just way to much to write it all down, so I'll just have to go with the most recent. The other night, I met a new friends from America, Pat who is Catholic. After a few things, I got him to agree to go to church with me on Sunday! We went and he actually had a good time which was awesome! During the service, people who are new always have to stand and introduce themselves and this week, a couple from IOWA stood up! After the service, we talked with them and they ended up taking us all out to lunch! As in, they took all 5 of us kids out and payed for us! They were so wonderful, God is so clearly in their lives. This church is just attracting so many people who are just in love with God and I LOVE IT! Everyone we meet are eager to know God, love him, and some girls there want to join our connection group!
But yes, we all exchanged contact information and I do hope to visit them when we get back to the states! That would be such a wonderful treat!
After we bought them gelato and said our goodbyes, the 5 of us got back on the tram to head home. During this time, I got to talk with Pat about his beliefs and the differences between Catholicism and Christianity. We had a good conversation and we got to talking about how he personally thinks that all religions all lead to the same God, just in a different way, or that they must all be right, and I'm just like no! There was only one way we were created, only one way our world/universe came to be, so there is only one right answer for after we die. Just because we believe in something, doesn't make it right! I can believe I will fly....but I wont.....I wish! I just told him that after researching into it a little and studying, everything points to Christianity and to God and his son Jesus! All of the answers are right there! Then he goes and says that the God he believes in wouldn't condemn 80% of the population to hell. Well...God is who he is, not who you think he is, so in order to know God, you must read his word and understand that he gave us the choice! We choose not to follow him, and for those who have never heard the good news of Jesus, God still wrote the law into their hearts so they know the difference between right and wrong. It was a pretty intense conversation and he was getting pretty frustrated with me at the end. I've been trying to dig into the Bible and find some answers so that if I'm ever asked those questions again, I have direct scripture to give to them. I only pray that what I said to him was the truth and that it will weigh on him and make him seek answers.
But if you ever run into this situation, there are some amazing verses (BTW, just read Galations, it's awesome for this)
"But the scriptures have declared that we are all prisoners of sin, so the only way to receive God's promise is to believe in Jesus Christ." Galatians 3:22
"I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one can come to the Father except through me."
John 14:6
"For God so loved the world that he gave his only son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish, but have eternal life."
John 3:16
Another issue we talked about is he just feels that as long as people are good people in general, then they will be fine, which is another lie being fed to him! Thankfully I knew this a little, that it is only through Christ that we will be saved, not by our good deeds! I found some other amazing scripture for this as well!
"I no longer count on my own goodness or my ability to obey God's law, but I trust Christ to save me. For God's way of making us right with himself depends on faith."
Philippians 3:9
For it is by God's grace that you have been saved through faith. It's not the result of your own efforts, but God's gift so that no one can boast about it.
Ephesians 2:8-9
"Well then, is there a conflict between God's law and God's promises? Absolutely not! If the law could have given us new life, we could have been made right with God by obeying it."
Galatians 3:21
After this, I'm sure many people would question the reason for the law! Would say we don't have to follow it if all it takes is faith. Well, like I said before, Galatians is an awesome chapter/letter written by Paul, where he answers this.
"Well then why was the law given? It was given to show people how guilty they are."
Galatians 3:19A
The reason for the law was so that God would show us that we can't be perfect and holy on our own, but that we needed him and had to have complete trust and faith! I feel like I've talked about this before, but it's so important! And just very wonderful at the same time!
Well, I think that's about where I'm at on this subject and be sure that I will continue learning about it, but I encourage you all to learn more about it as well, even if you think you know it all, because I bet you don't! Even after a lifetime of study, it's not possible for us to fully understand the will of God, so you're only fooling yourselves if you think you do!
Well, I was going to put up pictures...but then I realized that they're still on my camera,...in my backpack... the good ones anyway...so I got lazy and didn't get it out. Next time! :-D
HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL!!
But yes, we all exchanged contact information and I do hope to visit them when we get back to the states! That would be such a wonderful treat!
After we bought them gelato and said our goodbyes, the 5 of us got back on the tram to head home. During this time, I got to talk with Pat about his beliefs and the differences between Catholicism and Christianity. We had a good conversation and we got to talking about how he personally thinks that all religions all lead to the same God, just in a different way, or that they must all be right, and I'm just like no! There was only one way we were created, only one way our world/universe came to be, so there is only one right answer for after we die. Just because we believe in something, doesn't make it right! I can believe I will fly....but I wont.....I wish! I just told him that after researching into it a little and studying, everything points to Christianity and to God and his son Jesus! All of the answers are right there! Then he goes and says that the God he believes in wouldn't condemn 80% of the population to hell. Well...God is who he is, not who you think he is, so in order to know God, you must read his word and understand that he gave us the choice! We choose not to follow him, and for those who have never heard the good news of Jesus, God still wrote the law into their hearts so they know the difference between right and wrong. It was a pretty intense conversation and he was getting pretty frustrated with me at the end. I've been trying to dig into the Bible and find some answers so that if I'm ever asked those questions again, I have direct scripture to give to them. I only pray that what I said to him was the truth and that it will weigh on him and make him seek answers.
But if you ever run into this situation, there are some amazing verses (BTW, just read Galations, it's awesome for this)
"But the scriptures have declared that we are all prisoners of sin, so the only way to receive God's promise is to believe in Jesus Christ." Galatians 3:22
"I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one can come to the Father except through me."
John 14:6
"For God so loved the world that he gave his only son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish, but have eternal life."
John 3:16
Another issue we talked about is he just feels that as long as people are good people in general, then they will be fine, which is another lie being fed to him! Thankfully I knew this a little, that it is only through Christ that we will be saved, not by our good deeds! I found some other amazing scripture for this as well!
"I no longer count on my own goodness or my ability to obey God's law, but I trust Christ to save me. For God's way of making us right with himself depends on faith."
Philippians 3:9
For it is by God's grace that you have been saved through faith. It's not the result of your own efforts, but God's gift so that no one can boast about it.
Ephesians 2:8-9
"Well then, is there a conflict between God's law and God's promises? Absolutely not! If the law could have given us new life, we could have been made right with God by obeying it."
Galatians 3:21
After this, I'm sure many people would question the reason for the law! Would say we don't have to follow it if all it takes is faith. Well, like I said before, Galatians is an awesome chapter/letter written by Paul, where he answers this.
"Well then why was the law given? It was given to show people how guilty they are."
Galatians 3:19A
The reason for the law was so that God would show us that we can't be perfect and holy on our own, but that we needed him and had to have complete trust and faith! I feel like I've talked about this before, but it's so important! And just very wonderful at the same time!
Well, I think that's about where I'm at on this subject and be sure that I will continue learning about it, but I encourage you all to learn more about it as well, even if you think you know it all, because I bet you don't! Even after a lifetime of study, it's not possible for us to fully understand the will of God, so you're only fooling yourselves if you think you do!
Well, I was going to put up pictures...but then I realized that they're still on my camera,...in my backpack... the good ones anyway...so I got lazy and didn't get it out. Next time! :-D
HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL!!
Ciao!
Anna
Friday, October 22, 2010
I love Jesus
So, as I said in my last blog, I've just been having a lot of things weighing on me and it was becoming a struggle to let them go. I finally talked to my roommate about it and it was really helpful. I've also continued having a chat with Jesus and it's just been wonderful. Just know that prayers are being answered and I for sure love it.
Last night, we once again had connection group, and my goodness, we had questions flying everywhere and so many amazing things were said. Lot's of truth up in there. In case you want to know what we are studying, we're going through the book of Romans and last night was chapter 3! So, basically, from my understanding, God gave us the law because he knew we would be imperfect, and he knew that we would fail to hit his standard. He made us NEED him in order to be saved because obviously, we couldn't do it ourselves. All along, it was about having faith in God and trusting in him completely that we would be saved. This is why David was saved, and all the other people in the Old Testament. Yes, we must still follow the law, but if we have our hearts fully invested in Jesus, then following the law will just become part of our life. We will be walking in Jesus' footsteps, and he did NOT sin! Yes, we will stumble, but Jesus is right there to pick us back up which is so amazing.
I just love that Jesus fully forgives us for all of our past sins, no matter what we've done. I knew this, but man, it's always just so good to hear and to learn again. I am pure in God's eyes because of what Jesus did for me. What he did for US!
Also, another topic that came up was marriage. Of course us girls want to get married! But it was a topic of how the love between a man and a woman of God who join together, is completely selfless and pure. It's a beautiful joining of two people in love with each other, and in love with God. It just made me reflect back on a previous relationship, and helped me come to terms with it better. I know that there is better for me, and there is someone special if it is in God's will! So right now, we all need to remain pure to our future husbands and wives, because even if we do something now with someone else, that is disrespectful to whoever we will marry in the future, and also to the other person's future spouse. Right now, until it is in God's will for us to meet that certain someone and marry them, we need to be growing in our love and our faith. It's difficult, I realize this, but it is so worth it.
Well, who wants a recipe? Too bad, I can't think of one right now...haha
If you would, could you just pray that God will continue working on my brother's heart and showing him truth? It's still something I constantly pray about and so the more the better!
Ciao!
Anna
Last night, we once again had connection group, and my goodness, we had questions flying everywhere and so many amazing things were said. Lot's of truth up in there. In case you want to know what we are studying, we're going through the book of Romans and last night was chapter 3! So, basically, from my understanding, God gave us the law because he knew we would be imperfect, and he knew that we would fail to hit his standard. He made us NEED him in order to be saved because obviously, we couldn't do it ourselves. All along, it was about having faith in God and trusting in him completely that we would be saved. This is why David was saved, and all the other people in the Old Testament. Yes, we must still follow the law, but if we have our hearts fully invested in Jesus, then following the law will just become part of our life. We will be walking in Jesus' footsteps, and he did NOT sin! Yes, we will stumble, but Jesus is right there to pick us back up which is so amazing.
I just love that Jesus fully forgives us for all of our past sins, no matter what we've done. I knew this, but man, it's always just so good to hear and to learn again. I am pure in God's eyes because of what Jesus did for me. What he did for US!
Also, another topic that came up was marriage. Of course us girls want to get married! But it was a topic of how the love between a man and a woman of God who join together, is completely selfless and pure. It's a beautiful joining of two people in love with each other, and in love with God. It just made me reflect back on a previous relationship, and helped me come to terms with it better. I know that there is better for me, and there is someone special if it is in God's will! So right now, we all need to remain pure to our future husbands and wives, because even if we do something now with someone else, that is disrespectful to whoever we will marry in the future, and also to the other person's future spouse. Right now, until it is in God's will for us to meet that certain someone and marry them, we need to be growing in our love and our faith. It's difficult, I realize this, but it is so worth it.
Well, who wants a recipe? Too bad, I can't think of one right now...haha
If you would, could you just pray that God will continue working on my brother's heart and showing him truth? It's still something I constantly pray about and so the more the better!
Ciao!
Anna
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Cream puffs!
Be excited, another recipe at the end of the blog!
Well. One cool thing that I've come to notice about being over seas away from most comforts...it doesn't really bother me at all. After reflecting, all the time's I've been away from home, especially on my own, I've never been home sick or had any type of withdrawals. Yes on occasion I may miss my friends and certain things, but it's very easy for me to adapt to my environment. Normally, I'm very resistant to change, but once I get over that small instance, it's not an issue. I feel like this is something God has put into my heart and it's rather exciting. It's helping me be more comfortable with where God is leading me. For awhile, I was getting really anxious about my future and where I'll end up, but after having a few talks with people and with God, I just need to set that aside, because we're not supposed to be worrying anyway, and give all my trust to God. Letting go completely and being fully in the will of God is difficult but something that God is really teaching me to do. I really encourage everyone to strive for this and to let go of your worries and anxiety about the future. If we think too far ahead, we will miss what God has laid out right in front of us.
I guess I still have some things that are still weighing on my heart, but it's a difficult issue to discuss. Nothing I could say in a few sentences but have to have a full conversation about. It's something I continuously pray to God about and I know He hears my prayers and will answer them, it's just the waiting is rather difficult sometimes. This is just my time to really connect with our Father and grow in my relationship with Him so that all other ones become secondary compared to Him. Yeah.
Well, on a lighter note, recipe time!!!!!!!!!!!
Fried Cream puffs:
Dough:
Flour - 1 cup
sugar - 1 tbs or to your liking
salt - pinch
touch of cinnamon
water - 1/2 cupish...
mix all ingredients together and add water. mix together with your HAND! If too dry, add more water, if too wet, add more flour. It should be a perfect dough consistency. Not sticky!
Insides:
Cream cheese - 1/2 cup
sugar - 4 tbs
cinnamon - 1 tbs
mix together!
Roll out little 1/2 inch balls and roll them VERY flat with a rolling pin. Slab a little of the cream in the center, and put another rolled out piece on top. Pinch together very well! (make sure you roll them in a circle)
You should heat up some oil by the way...enough that you can have these be submerged!
Now submerge your treat one at a time until golden brown. Then pull it out and sprinkle a little sugar on top! TADA!
Good with some jam, chocolate or some other kind of sauce on top.
(FYI, I just made up the ingredient amounts...just go with what looks right, cooking isn't a science it's an art!)
Well. One cool thing that I've come to notice about being over seas away from most comforts...it doesn't really bother me at all. After reflecting, all the time's I've been away from home, especially on my own, I've never been home sick or had any type of withdrawals. Yes on occasion I may miss my friends and certain things, but it's very easy for me to adapt to my environment. Normally, I'm very resistant to change, but once I get over that small instance, it's not an issue. I feel like this is something God has put into my heart and it's rather exciting. It's helping me be more comfortable with where God is leading me. For awhile, I was getting really anxious about my future and where I'll end up, but after having a few talks with people and with God, I just need to set that aside, because we're not supposed to be worrying anyway, and give all my trust to God. Letting go completely and being fully in the will of God is difficult but something that God is really teaching me to do. I really encourage everyone to strive for this and to let go of your worries and anxiety about the future. If we think too far ahead, we will miss what God has laid out right in front of us.
I guess I still have some things that are still weighing on my heart, but it's a difficult issue to discuss. Nothing I could say in a few sentences but have to have a full conversation about. It's something I continuously pray to God about and I know He hears my prayers and will answer them, it's just the waiting is rather difficult sometimes. This is just my time to really connect with our Father and grow in my relationship with Him so that all other ones become secondary compared to Him. Yeah.
Well, on a lighter note, recipe time!!!!!!!!!!!
Fried Cream puffs:
Dough:
Flour - 1 cup
sugar - 1 tbs or to your liking
salt - pinch
touch of cinnamon
water - 1/2 cupish...
mix all ingredients together and add water. mix together with your HAND! If too dry, add more water, if too wet, add more flour. It should be a perfect dough consistency. Not sticky!
Insides:
Cream cheese - 1/2 cup
sugar - 4 tbs
cinnamon - 1 tbs
mix together!
Roll out little 1/2 inch balls and roll them VERY flat with a rolling pin. Slab a little of the cream in the center, and put another rolled out piece on top. Pinch together very well! (make sure you roll them in a circle)
You should heat up some oil by the way...enough that you can have these be submerged!
Now submerge your treat one at a time until golden brown. Then pull it out and sprinkle a little sugar on top! TADA!
Good with some jam, chocolate or some other kind of sauce on top.
(FYI, I just made up the ingredient amounts...just go with what looks right, cooking isn't a science it's an art!)
Love you all sooo much!
Ciao
Anna
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Questions, oh questions
Well, lately I've been having a lot of questions. Not necessarily doubts, just questions about how God works. One of my roomies said she doesn't like to ask them because she's afraid it's a sign of doubt, but I think we should because if we ask them, it means we want to know who God really is and we want to grow in our love and knowledge of Him.
Questions were as follows:
Why is David considered such an awesome guy after God when he murdered so many people?
Why did God allow polygamy when it's pretty clear that He only wanted one man with one woman?
How can we have free will if God is all knowing and we are within His will? If it's His will, how is it mine?
Starting with the first question, I came to the conclusion after much research and prayer that David was seen in such a great light because he followed the Lord with all his heart. No matter what God asked him to do, he trusted in Him and did it without question! What a truly faithful servant he was! Even I don't think I could go out and murder someone, even if God commanded it from me. We should all strive to be like David, following God everywhere He directs us and doing all He commands of us.
For polygamy, just like today, way back when the ratio of men to women wasn't exactly even... There were way more women than men. It was an issue that God had willed/allowed to happen, so he also allowed for husbands to marry more than one wife in order to solve this problem. Back then, the women were unable to provide for themselves since we weren't workers or hunters. If a woman was unmarried, she could either be a slave, become a prostitute or starve to death. Since God loved his children, he allowed polygamy to protect his precious daughters, but now that we're more capable of providing for ourselves (thanks all to God), he wants us to be back to his original plan, being one man and one women, coming together as one.
Now that moves us into free will and God's will. As I mentioned before, when God allowed for polygamy, that was His will, He was letting it happen and He knew that it would! But He also had a plan to move away from polygamy which is where we're at now! Now, let's focus! An awesome friend told me to think of free will and God's will like this: God is outside of time. Time is like this "bubble" and God is outside of it. Everything that happens is the will of God, whether it be something He allows, or something He controls. We were given the ability to choose. We were the ones who let sin into the world, and now we have the choice to either live in sin which leads to hell, or we can choose to live with God, in his love. God want's us to choose him from our own free will so he gave us that ability. So what does that mean about the rest of our choices? Since God knows what we're going to do, then how is it our choice if he already knows? Well remember, he's outside of time! He knows what we've done, what we're doing and what we're going to do. He let's us decide what choice we are going to make and we have to live with that decision because it is His will/allowance that we make that choice. He either allows us to do something, or He comes in and directs us along His path for us. We just have to listen and follow that path.
Here's another picture. For many of us, we were living in sin, not knowing God, and God ALLOWED this to happen. Since it was our decision, He let us make it. BUT, for some of us, He CHOSE us and lifted us OUT of that sin and darkness so that we can be with Him and serve Him. So, I could have continued living in sin, and God would have let me, but because He loves me, God lifted me from where I was and brought me to His kingdom, even though I in no right deserved it. God gave me a new chance at life and man, you have no idea how much I love it! If you are living in darkness, God want's you so badly. He is so much better and so much more fulfilling. I've never been so happy in my entire life. Let Him into your heart! Let him change you.
Change of topic. After my extreme joy in my knowledge that God CHOSE me!, I remembered that there are still sooo many people who live in darkness and are destined to spend an eternity in hell. Coworkers, friends, FAMILY! I've been praying that God would give me a heart for those people because I just always felt like I have a dis-connect with them and didn't really care when I should! Well, after really realizing that I was pulled out, I know what it's like to be in that hole and I remembered how it felt. I just got this overwhelming sadness for everyone who is still there and I just cried and cried. I want to help them and I pray that God will give me opportunities and boldness to drag them out. I did get the chance to talk to my brother over facebook about it (we're not much for phone chats...sad I know) and man, it did not go well. His heart was just so against what I was saying and it was so hard for me to accept that now isn't his time to really accept Jesus into his life. I know that I can't change his heart which was just really hard to deal with but I'm just going to really pray that God will open his heart and that I at least planted the seed within him. I feel like a slight failure but I guess sometimes you do get shot down but you just have to get back up and keep on going. Jesus experienced that many a time, but it didn't stop him!
This was really long...sorry haha!
Prayer Requests: Pray that God will work on my brothers heart and that He will choose Evan (brother) to be one of His children. I love him and don't want to spend eternity without him.
I will continue to work on my parents as well.
I love you all so much and thank you to those who have been helping me with answers and guidance!
Ciao,
Questions were as follows:
Why is David considered such an awesome guy after God when he murdered so many people?
Why did God allow polygamy when it's pretty clear that He only wanted one man with one woman?
How can we have free will if God is all knowing and we are within His will? If it's His will, how is it mine?
Starting with the first question, I came to the conclusion after much research and prayer that David was seen in such a great light because he followed the Lord with all his heart. No matter what God asked him to do, he trusted in Him and did it without question! What a truly faithful servant he was! Even I don't think I could go out and murder someone, even if God commanded it from me. We should all strive to be like David, following God everywhere He directs us and doing all He commands of us.
For polygamy, just like today, way back when the ratio of men to women wasn't exactly even... There were way more women than men. It was an issue that God had willed/allowed to happen, so he also allowed for husbands to marry more than one wife in order to solve this problem. Back then, the women were unable to provide for themselves since we weren't workers or hunters. If a woman was unmarried, she could either be a slave, become a prostitute or starve to death. Since God loved his children, he allowed polygamy to protect his precious daughters, but now that we're more capable of providing for ourselves (thanks all to God), he wants us to be back to his original plan, being one man and one women, coming together as one.
Now that moves us into free will and God's will. As I mentioned before, when God allowed for polygamy, that was His will, He was letting it happen and He knew that it would! But He also had a plan to move away from polygamy which is where we're at now! Now, let's focus! An awesome friend told me to think of free will and God's will like this: God is outside of time. Time is like this "bubble" and God is outside of it. Everything that happens is the will of God, whether it be something He allows, or something He controls. We were given the ability to choose. We were the ones who let sin into the world, and now we have the choice to either live in sin which leads to hell, or we can choose to live with God, in his love. God want's us to choose him from our own free will so he gave us that ability. So what does that mean about the rest of our choices? Since God knows what we're going to do, then how is it our choice if he already knows? Well remember, he's outside of time! He knows what we've done, what we're doing and what we're going to do. He let's us decide what choice we are going to make and we have to live with that decision because it is His will/allowance that we make that choice. He either allows us to do something, or He comes in and directs us along His path for us. We just have to listen and follow that path.
Here's another picture. For many of us, we were living in sin, not knowing God, and God ALLOWED this to happen. Since it was our decision, He let us make it. BUT, for some of us, He CHOSE us and lifted us OUT of that sin and darkness so that we can be with Him and serve Him. So, I could have continued living in sin, and God would have let me, but because He loves me, God lifted me from where I was and brought me to His kingdom, even though I in no right deserved it. God gave me a new chance at life and man, you have no idea how much I love it! If you are living in darkness, God want's you so badly. He is so much better and so much more fulfilling. I've never been so happy in my entire life. Let Him into your heart! Let him change you.
Change of topic. After my extreme joy in my knowledge that God CHOSE me!, I remembered that there are still sooo many people who live in darkness and are destined to spend an eternity in hell. Coworkers, friends, FAMILY! I've been praying that God would give me a heart for those people because I just always felt like I have a dis-connect with them and didn't really care when I should! Well, after really realizing that I was pulled out, I know what it's like to be in that hole and I remembered how it felt. I just got this overwhelming sadness for everyone who is still there and I just cried and cried. I want to help them and I pray that God will give me opportunities and boldness to drag them out. I did get the chance to talk to my brother over facebook about it (we're not much for phone chats...sad I know) and man, it did not go well. His heart was just so against what I was saying and it was so hard for me to accept that now isn't his time to really accept Jesus into his life. I know that I can't change his heart which was just really hard to deal with but I'm just going to really pray that God will open his heart and that I at least planted the seed within him. I feel like a slight failure but I guess sometimes you do get shot down but you just have to get back up and keep on going. Jesus experienced that many a time, but it didn't stop him!
This was really long...sorry haha!
Prayer Requests: Pray that God will work on my brothers heart and that He will choose Evan (brother) to be one of His children. I love him and don't want to spend eternity without him.
I will continue to work on my parents as well.
I love you all so much and thank you to those who have been helping me with answers and guidance!
Ciao,
Anna
Monday, October 11, 2010
You know it's Autumn!
Well. I think God has for sure been answering my prayers with my roommates. Being with them has been such a great sisterhood! It's nice to be able to share with one another and just have the conversation be fully about God. Nothing is more satisfying than He is! But it's also a good time to hang out with some random new friends!
Yesterday, in order to remember the Sabath, we decided to be lazy and just revel in God. We went to church in the morning and met up with one of our friends from studio! She was so happy to be with us! After church, we went back out our apartment, sans our friend from studio, and just hung out, doing a little bit of reading and researching. After awhile, we decided to pack a little snack/lunch (oranges....and LOTS of CHOCOLATE!) and a blanket. Then, we hopped on the tram and went to this huge park near our place. We sat down on the GRASS (there is virtually NONE in Rome) and just relaxed. After awhile, this group of guys came in front of us and started playing FOOTBALL! Not soccer, legit football. It was so hilarious, never have we seen a group of guys, our age, who couldn't even throw the ball! Obnoxious. After awhile, they started playing a mini game and we got to watch them be obnoxious. Then, Katelyn ran and grabbed the ball when it landed by us and asked to play so eventually, all three of us jut got up and played with them. It was quite a lot of fun, especially since these guys were only about playing, and not about trying to get something else! There english was very nice so we could communicate.
After awhile, they had to take a smoke break and it was getting late, so we packed up and went home. Once we got home. We decided to do a reading for class. Then, we got bored so we took a break and made popcorn balls! (recipe will be at the end!) We gave one to each of our roomies, then pulled our beds together and watched Prince of Egypt! It was quite a wonderful night! I think God just wanted us to revel in our sisterhood and in Him.
God has also been helping me a lot with my patience with others, and it's been so wonderful, knowing he is there when a situation is getting tense or stressful because I can just lean on Him and know that everything is going to be OK.
If you want to know an extra interesting story, ask me about the dream I had. It is rather odd and I'm still not quite sure of the significance of the whole thing, but I liked it!
RECIPE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As usual, you must make the popcorn from scratch.
Heat up the oil (1/2 cup)
put the seeds in the bottom. (I/4 cupish...)
Be sure to stir the whole time. Once they start to pop, put a lid on and shake it, alternating between putting the pot on the heat and shaking until all the seeds are popped!
Put in a bowl and let it cool.
Now, heat up some butter and marshmallows.
I would say....like 2 TBS butter
A whole pack or marshmallows?
Chocolate Powder (2TBS)
Once thoroughly heated, quickly add the chocolate powder and mix with a pinch of salt. Stir together and take off the heat (it should have been medium heat). Slowly add in the popcorn and stir it together like you would with rice crispies. Once it's all mixed, pull off some globs and roll into balls! If you want, mix in some M&M's or nuts or sprinkles or chocolate chips whatever you fancy! Enjoy and happy early Halloween!
Yesterday, in order to remember the Sabath, we decided to be lazy and just revel in God. We went to church in the morning and met up with one of our friends from studio! She was so happy to be with us! After church, we went back out our apartment, sans our friend from studio, and just hung out, doing a little bit of reading and researching. After awhile, we decided to pack a little snack/lunch (oranges....and LOTS of CHOCOLATE!) and a blanket. Then, we hopped on the tram and went to this huge park near our place. We sat down on the GRASS (there is virtually NONE in Rome) and just relaxed. After awhile, this group of guys came in front of us and started playing FOOTBALL! Not soccer, legit football. It was so hilarious, never have we seen a group of guys, our age, who couldn't even throw the ball! Obnoxious. After awhile, they started playing a mini game and we got to watch them be obnoxious. Then, Katelyn ran and grabbed the ball when it landed by us and asked to play so eventually, all three of us jut got up and played with them. It was quite a lot of fun, especially since these guys were only about playing, and not about trying to get something else! There english was very nice so we could communicate.
After awhile, they had to take a smoke break and it was getting late, so we packed up and went home. Once we got home. We decided to do a reading for class. Then, we got bored so we took a break and made popcorn balls! (recipe will be at the end!) We gave one to each of our roomies, then pulled our beds together and watched Prince of Egypt! It was quite a wonderful night! I think God just wanted us to revel in our sisterhood and in Him.
God has also been helping me a lot with my patience with others, and it's been so wonderful, knowing he is there when a situation is getting tense or stressful because I can just lean on Him and know that everything is going to be OK.
If you want to know an extra interesting story, ask me about the dream I had. It is rather odd and I'm still not quite sure of the significance of the whole thing, but I liked it!
RECIPE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As usual, you must make the popcorn from scratch.
Heat up the oil (1/2 cup)
put the seeds in the bottom. (I/4 cupish...)
Be sure to stir the whole time. Once they start to pop, put a lid on and shake it, alternating between putting the pot on the heat and shaking until all the seeds are popped!
Put in a bowl and let it cool.
Now, heat up some butter and marshmallows.
I would say....like 2 TBS butter
A whole pack or marshmallows?
Chocolate Powder (2TBS)
Once thoroughly heated, quickly add the chocolate powder and mix with a pinch of salt. Stir together and take off the heat (it should have been medium heat). Slowly add in the popcorn and stir it together like you would with rice crispies. Once it's all mixed, pull off some globs and roll into balls! If you want, mix in some M&M's or nuts or sprinkles or chocolate chips whatever you fancy! Enjoy and happy early Halloween!
Love you all!
Ciao,
Anna
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